Yay for being a fat loser-weirdo who has like no friends

My mom told me a story today about someone her friend knew had a daughter that did well in college and seemed perfectly fine and then hung herself. My mom said to my sister and I that there is never a reason to do anything like that. I can go to her to talk to her about anything. Obviously she just doesn’t understand. I’m not doing anything to harm myself. But I have thought about it. I just didn’t have the guts to do it. But sometimes it seems like the only option.